Jealous!

am i jealous?

Why should i feel jealous of you? i act like i pretend dont care but deep down inside me i madly care. Do i let to say that you’ve choosen the wrong girl?

There are billion questions flying on my mind right now. I couldn’t answer it all cause i never know what to say about it. Its too confusing. I wish i can go back to my kiddy life, where i no need to thinking too much about love, where i cried because i missed the morning cartoon, not crying fro love or boy.

She is with you. you’re not with me. Destiny walking so unfair. Its walking without let me know who the right person for me is. I can’t handle my life and so do my heart. They’re working wthout my permission. They like and even fall in love with you. they never asked me, “is this guy the right person for you?”

Then, let me say one word for my destiny now. PATHETIC.