I just have this one on my mind ._.

i don’t want to feel ugly anymore. I don’t want to wake up in the morning and look in the mirror just to find another revolting reflection. I don’t want to have to change seven times because i look unattractive in half of my clothes. I don’t want to worry about if i ran of out of make up because if i didn’t wear any i’d look disgusting. I don’t want to constantly feel the need to look in a mirror, not out of vain, but to make sure i think i’m at least decent looking and not ugly like i know i really am. I don’t want to question if i should eat that day or not because it might help me drop a pound. I want to be beautiful. I want to be naturally attractive and have gorgeus body. I want to wake up and feel confident that i am pretty. I hate having this body, but i hate having this low confidence of mine even more.