Heyaahh, i've given you one of my collection of sexy boys right? So i just found him. He is Jake Goldberg who played as Greg Feder in Grown Ups movie. He is completely cute and cool, tehehe :D he was born on May 15 1997 at New York City, USA. Here are some of his photos :D

 oh yeah, he was so arrogant here ;)
another photoooo :D

Anyone knows how to make yourself happy and not worrying about anything unimportant? Please tell me and i would be so thankfull of that. I am too tired for thingking about MATH. Yeah, math, i guess you dont like this shit too, right?

Kso i have the freak math teacher in my class. He is funny but i think it's too foolish and silly. Words can't describe how weird he is. Yes, i do sometimes hate him so much because he always gives us the unexpected Tasks, Exams, or Test to do, It's killing me D: you know i am so stupid at Math and i dont know why i can lost at this zoo clas. No, i mean the class, not the people, so dont judge me.

Too bored, i'll give you a gift one, here is the pic of my favorite son in the future, hahahaa :D i'll give him name Ryan, maybe *can't think*

Oh, he is from Insidious Movie :)

Lmao, if you are sexy then you should know what the meaning of that "FML" if you dont, well sorry, it means you're not sexy enough :P.

it's been along time, i haven't opened this shit blog for like ages and centuries, lmfao :D but its true, i'm too busy for worrying about my life and my problems, thats it.

Well, anyway i dont know what i suppose to write on this shit. But for the beginning i'm gonna say "Hi" again to all of you who's reading this now (i guess nobody is gonna read this, so unimportant for them). Its around 1 year i think since i made this blog for my project in the school, hahaha :D whatta pathetic.

Too many problems so i couldn't post on this shit. Like my Telkomshit modem who always makes me desperate, trust me, it's more slow than anything in this world. It's completely bullshit, i suggest you to dont use that at your home, because once you use it, you're gonna get desperate just like me and then you will throw away that shit so far away from this earth if you can, and yes, just like me, i almost broke that shit few hours before because i was getting mad with it, Just thinking, i have to wait for about 1 hour just to open my Facebook page, whatta perfect bullshit this Telkomshit.

Anyways, sorry, i used too many rude words here, i just can't handle my self. I'd rather say rude here than i keep saving it in my self and my mind, it will made me get nightmare tonight, so i dont want it happens.

Kso, i am getting bored with this. so i just give you a photo of my dude lol jk. He is an actor from Grown Ups films, he is my favs :) ahahaha, he is sexy eventhough he is still young :) so enjoyyyy :DD

Anyways, here is the photo. Loook up :D haha i was wrong to took it on the above. He is on the left, the boy who is bigger one and have a curly hair :D

Hello Strangers ._. i just found these photos in my laptop. It's taken when i went to Water Park with Citra and Silka. So...enjoy ._.

im janey. And yeah, my life isn’t good as you’ve seen in the photos. It has some complicated and weird messy. I’ve born in this world, so i have to living on this. Actually i never asked my mom to bore me. But its already happened. I couldn’t refuse it. And you have to know it, it doesnt mean i wanna die. I just feel so...empty ._.

what does life mean? I never know. I’ve searched it in some books, novels, or even dictionary, but its not compatible to my opinion. Yes, everybody has their own mistakes and their own problems. And the only one we need is trying to face it. Face the problem isnt fuckin easy you know. Sometimes you just have an extrabravery in your self to do it. And honestly i never have it.

I hate to say it but whoever you, who says that, “be yourself” is the best quote ever, i tell you now, its kinda fuckin wrong. Who are you without following some things your friend have? Who are you without following some teenager news? Hello. You’re not living in the stone age. Be honest, you can’t live without following some things, right? You can’t be naturally in this century. Thinking it. If your friend have a newest phone, dont you want to have it too? Dont tell me your answer. Just keep it on your mind and thinking of it all day.

Yep. If you ever learned this one, eww i forget its Sociology lesson or something, they said that human is a social creature. They can’t live without someone else’s help. Damn its true. But if you always be a helper, its another story. You can’t be it ._. sometimes you need to be helped, huh? But when you need it. They suddenly lose like a ghost. Damn its funny ._.

Im a normal teenager. I do like boys. I prefer to listen the music than memorize my biology note. I prefer to chatting with my strangers than do my chemistry homework. Sometimes im lazy to go to school. I hate when i have so many homeworks and exams. I try to do it but when i get the hard question, i just refuse it from my face.

Predominate people is the wrong human. I really hate them. Nope, im not jealous or envy with their life. Goshhh ._. i have some business to do. They like an overconfidence wrong human. They never give another chance to somebody else. They always wanna be the number 1. Fuck them J

Now im trying to love my life. Im trying to face the problems better. Im trying to be the best people. Im trying to ignore some shit that they said.

Yeah sometimes im imagining that i have a free, i mean really free life. No prohibition order. No regulation. I can wanna be whoever i love to. I can around the world by myself. I can fly to the sky with my own way. I can do my homeworks with my working way.

It sucks when you miss that person so much that you look though old photos, conversations, 

and even old status in your  facebook and it brings the biggest smile to your face and all these 

amazing memories, but then you realize you shouldn’t be looking back. but you can’t help it 

because they really had a big place in your heart and they really meant something for you.

I constantly text you. 

hoping i would get a reply.

But knowing i won’t.

I tried calling you.

just to say hi.

But you won’t even bother.

To pick up the phone. 

It sucks, you know

Caring so much about someone.

Who obviously could care less about you.

trying over and over again.

Even if you know you’re wasting time.